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So this weekend was my aunts wedding and my birthday. The wedding was good. My Aunt, new Uncle, Step Cousin and Cousin all looked really beautiful. I guess things like that give me faith that there actually is love out there. I just haven't found that form of it yet. My birthday on sunday was disappointing like it always is. I don't know why I even get hopes up for a good birthday because I am always let down. We went to Nelson for the night on Sunday. Aunty Kim, Uncle Len, Chantal and I. We just bummed around Nelson for the longest time and I've come to a conclusion about Nelson. I really like it there.
I actually wouldn't mind ending up in Nelson later in life. I came to another conclusion. I'm going to be a nomad moving from city to city taking in different lifestyles and traditions.
I don't think I'm going to be happy until I have moved all over the place and found one single spot where I will be happy.
So here is lifes plan as I would like it to be. As of now, it will probably change in a week or so. Moving to Calgary at the beginning of November to live with my sister and Tyrell.
Next year going to school for either business or law there's also a possibility of art but I think I might just take some art classes wheil I am in Calgary this year. This year I'll make up my mind. Then I would like to stay in Nelson for awhile maybe to take some art classes but I would really like to open a art store there. Eventually I would love to end up in Seattle and stay there until I die.
I love dreaming. It makes so many things go by faster.
<3 Dean
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